so ahh

my life pretty much sucks right now.

breaking up with Paul sucked.  

Running into him on the street sucked more.  in addition to the fact that he was walking a girl home.

on top of that i’m having nightmares about him.

he doesn’t understand how I feel.  he just puts his feelings in a little box deep down and decides to be okay. 

I cannot do what he does.  I feel this everyday and it sucks.

it’s the right thing but it still hurts.  a lot.

I just wish it would all go away.